In my life I have loved only one.
I do believe that I could have loved more.
There was the jester that came from nowhere. See, he stole my heart like an amplifier steals power from a tiny alternator.
Then, there was the one with a big heart that was so lost he drowned himself in a form of self destruction that I could never support
So, here I sit alone.
Is that a bad thing? Hell no.
If you deserve me you will know me, feel me, and want me… in presence that is. I am not talking about physically, at least not yet.
That poor jester is probably miserable, and Mr. Destructive is probably still looking for answers in substance.
See, while I am alone and happy… well, they are not.
As for the only one I have ever loved… he will soon make this list.
C. Callinsky
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